Endless Anxiety {under rewriting}
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Last published Mon, Oct 13, 2014
❝The lifeless body layed in front of her feet. The tears just kept flowing, when would they stop, she thought. It was him. He was dead. The blood was dark red, surrounded around his body forming a puddle. She fell on her knees, the blood was stained on her jeans but she didn't care about that. It was like a force was telling her to turn around and call someone, anyone but she couldnt. After kicking the wall, she ran outside of the door to get help.❞
Vita was a 18 year old senior girl at Lone Pine College. She had been to the rugged high-school for a long time with her best friend and secret crush, Seth.
Until the day he died.
He died right before her eyes, and she couldn't do anything to stop it. Vita sat there frozen in time. She choked out her tears, it was like she could explode at any moment.
In all the mess and cluster of her life after Seth's death, she meets a familiar face; Connell Taegan.
Even though she denies everybody out of her life, maybe- just maybe he would get under her skin to a point of no separation.
And maybe- just maybe enough to fall in love with him.
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