Breathing in gasoline
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Last published Sat, Dec 15, 2018
what would happen if you had to live your life over again?
Well for Caroline she doesn't have to wonder, she is living it. one night she is out partying with friends to celebrate her 28th birthday the next she in a hospital with the body of a newborn baby. her childhood was a tragic one, she doesn't want to relive that. only its different this time around though, she is aware. what will she change? what secrets will she uncover. who can she really trust? for Caroline, nothing is ever as it seems.
*NOTE*
this book is all over the place so if you don't like books that have a whole bunch of stuff going on then I would not recommend this book. this book was just something I sort of wrote because I was bored. I will update every Friday night, but maybe sometimes I will update more often. if you have any suggestions for writing a chapter then please message me and I will see what I can do.
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