Hoping for the best

On the brightest day of Winter I only felt darkness and the cold winds. It shined to bright that day that everyone else sought to have a wonderful day but mine just came crashing down. It seemed like the world was ending but it was just mine. I never wanted to hear those 4 words again in my life but they would haunt me to the day I died. I was clueless unable to process my next move. How can I deal with something I have no control for.
Just makes me wonder why bad things happen to good people...
A life to look forward and to enjoy with everyone you loved and it is cut short like the summer nights after fall comes with a knife.
I really do not know what to do no tears can come out no words can cross my lips as the cold air has seemed to wired them shut.
I have no idea if I am breathing if I made it stop. It all ended.
The world seems to be gone.
Hear those four words crushed me completely....

This change and the world moves on no matter who it takes and who gets left behind
Come with me through this journey of uncertainty where everything seems to go on. Day by day with everything that is going on this like a diary where I will sing my song. I am only a teenager with a life to go on. I have no one to tell or more like no one will listen because they do know how to deal with my reality. (It is based off of real event so just consider it realist fiction)