Help me feel something
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Last published Wed, Feb 27, 2019
This is a story about Castiel Novak and Dean Winchester, they meet eachother in odd terms and soon become twisted in eachother's stories, trying to fight for freedom from their loved ones. Read at your own risk, it does have really graphic abuse in it.
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