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Before I Lose Myself -Lashton-

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Ashton's bullied all the time. Luke, is well, his bully. Ashton is openly gay, and Luke, he's straighter than a board. He calls Ashton names. Like stupid, cutter, suicidal, and freak. So many more are included. Ashton, does hurt himself. Luke has embarrassed Ashton about cutting and burning himself. But will he be okay? Will Ashton stop it, before he loses himself?

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5sos ashtonirwin cake calumhood depression fanfiction harrystyles larrystylinson lashton liampayne louistomlinson lukehemmings malum michaelclifford muke niallhoran onedirection selfharm suicide zaynmalik

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