Things I could never really tell Mom about

Things I could never really tell Mom about

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Complete Thu, Nov 29, 2018<5 mins

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I win the battle. And here I am, a proof that there's an 'after life'. There is neither heaven nor hell, but this isn't what the religious call the 'purgatory'.

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