I am what I am
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Last published Wed, Dec 5, 2018
A love between best friends.
The choice to act upon their feelings, and attempt to have a romantic relations or to keep things as they are, close friends but with an unspoken thing between them.
This is the story of how I wish my life were, but am to afraid of the repercussions to act on the love I have and create a life you would read about in a book.
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- love story
- romance
- best friends
- Mature audience
- mental abuse
- mental illness
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(I promise to write description when I know where this book is headed. I the meantime please read, vote and comment on this story. If u have a good description please put it in the comment section and I will consider using it
-Jacklyn Rhyder)
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