Summary: she couldn't have him, that much she knew. It was only in wildest fantasies she could have the god to herself, and so that's what she did. She plunged herself into her lustful desires, using his image. She had been mistaken to think she was truly alone... THIS HAS SEXUAL THEMES, PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE! ...................................................................................................................................................................................................................... Italics are a person's thoughts. example; 'sample.' (f/n) , (l/n) = Reader's First Name, Last Name. (e/c) = eye color (h/c) = hair color Timeskips and/ or changes in scenery are both identified by the little periods I put to separate them. While I do love filling space with a description about just every little thing, it can get tedious, forgive me. I, of course, own nothing but the story itself. The characters mentioned and used are not property of me of course.