AGONY
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Ongoing12m
Last published Mon, May 20, 2019
" Eleven months that's the extent of the deal. All the basic stuff, roses, chocolates and dates. You get what you want and i get mine. Deal?" he asked.
" Deal." , I replied without thinking twice, something about him told me that this is going to be one interesting journey.
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Never in his wildest dreams did Jax think he'll meet his high school crush, Athena again.
Like a moth to a flame. He is drawn towards her. Similarly the consequences are the same. The moth dies, he gets his heart broken.
But what is love without risks and pain and sacrifices.
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