Nerds & Boyfriends (unfinished)

I was never really a pro at sports or a flirt with the guys. I couldn't serve a ball or make hundreds of friends. I wasn't really getting anywhere in life. My education and future meant everything to me. It was pretty much all I had. I guess I never really had time for love.
What is love anyways? What does it feel like? Because I think I feel it, maybe just a little bit.
I really don't know a whole lot about this 'love thing', but one things for sure. Love can come between my future.
I want what makes me happy. Is it a bright future, or is it love?