Why do I EXIST? What's my PURPOSE? Why should I continue living my LIFE?
Thoughts like these keeps running on my mind these past few days. I don't know, maybe it will just stay there...forever, and unanswered.
It's like I woke up from a very long nap and now, I feel so ignorant of my own surroundings and everything.
For the past 17 years of my life it was always been home-school-home. But suddenly, I feel like I don't have a purpose to live my life anymore. And now that I'll be going to step up for one of the biggest change of my life-college-, I feel like my inner self wanted something. Something or maybe...
.....maybe just someone to spice up my 'oh so' boring life.
I never know how would I live when she left me. I never expected that our beautiful and full of surprises love story will surprise us into a huge tragedy. She, who made me fall for her but suddenly left and broke me that made me stumble. Then there's this woman who came on my way...
This woman follows me everywhere unnoticed. She helped me fix my broken heart, she've seen all my flaws and imperfections, she've been the best that I could have, and she's all I have now and all I ever wanted.
But what if the woman in my past comes back? Am I gonna take her back? Or would I fight my love for the woman I have now?
Is it the woman I wished to marry? Or the woman I am going to marry?