I wanted to be a hero

Don't look at me with those eyes, please it only hurts more. If you think I wanted it to turn out this way, please I really didn't its just sometimes people get hurt and there's nothing we can do but return that hurt to other people it's the only way we can feel good, the screaming and the blood is the only comfort that I feel. It's the only thing that gets me up every morning... Who am I? I wish I could tell you, Who was I? My name was Izuku Midoriya and I was going to be the worlds no.1 Hero.