Fleeting Feelings

She's Zeil Ayen Cruize. The hailed queen of deception. Living her whole life full of lies.

She's slowly giving her life up to darkness.
Cause she's the reason of her death.

She wants to end everything for good.
Cause she's the reason why everything is complicated.

She's in the verge of losing herself to the demons that controlling her life the whole time.
She just had no choice.

She never listens to someone's reason.
She believed it's her fault why all of the things she treasured keeps on falling apart and eventually became broken like her.

The more she tries to fix herself, the more she's drowned to her own misery.

Until he met this guy who changed her. He makes her believe that life must go on despite of the things that was lost. He gave her the reason to live again. And he gave her a lot of courage to continue life and he makes her fall for him so hard- so hard that losing him means losing herself and that was her greatest fear.
And if that day would come, she might be the happiest because leaving this world means leaving all her pain and struggles, that what she thought. Though it changed for one reason.

She once loved the feeling of darkness and death but everything change after she met him. And her love for darkness slowly becomes her death.