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Ongoing, First published Dec 02, 2018
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After attempting to take his own life during the winter, Connor is put on strict house arrest. His seventeenth birthday passes, and with it comes the initials of his soulmate imprinted on his wrist. He is not fazed by the new addition to his body. He had a plan to end his suffering and he intended to go through with it. He had no time for new people in his life, especially his soulmate - whoever he was. But of course, he never gets what he wants and next thing you know Evan Hansen is in his life and is changing it in ways he could have never imagined.
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