My Past Will Be Mine Again
- LECTURAS 44
- Votos 5
- Partes 6
P R O L O G U E
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Three years have passed when I gathered the courage to leave you
I had never been so lonely like this before
I always went to bed like a kid and hugging the stuff toy that you gave me
Imagining that it was you inside my arms
Repeating the same image of your face inside my head
Longing for your hands in the darkness
Whenever I opened my eyes, I wished to see the gentleness of your stare
The soothing smile that curved your lips
The same words that made my heart sway and shiver ever so slightly
I found the strength to live my life away from you
Hoping that someday I'll be able to go back and live happily with you
But in a twist of fate, everything turned out to be hopeless
During the times when I almost died as I longed for you
Not even a single memory of me slipped into your mind
You looked at me as if I never existed in your life
You treated me like a complete stranger that you have never met before
You gave me your cold stare as if I was a stupid girl crying in front
of you
I watched you as you walked away with another girl
Holding her just like how you held me before
Saying the silly nickname that I used to call with you
My mind kept wishing that I was the girl walking beside you
My heart pounded painfully as the door closed and you never turned back to look at me
You left me without a word
Without a considerate gesture
Without turning back to say good bye
Without a trace of path that you're going to take
Just like how exactly I left you before
-Xhayiana Chandria Ford
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I shut my locker and started making my way towards my next class . I was already late and the hallway was almost empty . I picked up my pace . Suddenly a loud thump came from behind me and an immense crushing pain seared through my back . I was slammed in the lockers . I closed my eyes from the sudden contact and pain . Opening my eyes I groaned . The breathe left me all at once . He was the one who pushed . His eyes held so many emotions . anger , hatred and betrayal . It pained me to see that I was the cause of them . Suddenly his fist came flying with full force towards my face and my eyes widened at the thought that he was going to hit me . I closed my eyes waiting for the impact but instead of breaking my face he punched the locker inches away from my face putting a dent on it . He smirked at me . All the colors drained from my face . " What did you thought that no one will know who you are ?" The moment the words left from his mouth I stiffened . He knew . Oh my god ! He knew ! His smirk even widened more when he saw the emotion in my eyes . Intense fear . I'm screwed . He pushed me more against the locker . It hurts in my back so much . A tear escaped from my eye and he smiled like he was enjoying it . " I know who you are and I'm going to make it hell for you , Emma." He said while clicking my name . He spoke with so much hatred and anger that it sent fear to the cores of my body . He once again slammed his fist in locker making the dent more visible and walked away leaving me in the fear. .................... Emma Parker , a 17 years old girl . She is a chocolaty brown eyes brunette. She is running from the scars that her past life gave her. Running from everything she knew . What happens when she tries move on from her past that is still haunting her ? ******** This is the first book that I'm going to write on wattpad . So I hope you guys like it . I hope you guys like the book.Concluida
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