Life of a borderliner.
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Last published Mon, Dec 3, 2018
This will be my story.
Since some years, I am mentally and physically unstable.
Many things happened.
I tried to kill myself.
Now, I want to show you my story.
How all this happened.
Maybe, you will feel me.
I would be really happy, if you would read it.
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