My demons will consume me.
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  • Parts 2
  • Time 6m
Ongoing, First published Dec 04, 2018
(The description)                                                                                                                                                                                                          This story is about a girl called Eliza who is fighting the demons of her nightmares alone, and has no one to stand beside her or hold her through all her pain. She has had a hard life. Just when she's about to give up and can't take it anymore, she finds a friend (or more like he finds her). He is someone she finds she can trust and open up to, he is the light she has been looking for. They share all the same problems and demons that she is haunted by. He has said a lot that has helped her and has given her a new meaning to life.  This young couple end up sharing a powerful friendship. They become each others rock, where if one had a problem they would fight it together.

(Here is a little teaser. enjoy. )
With every bang and crash my body would jump as if things were hitting me instead of the floor and walls. I couldn't stop myself from shaking uncontrollably. I tried holding myself, but I couldn't help but feel completely hopeless. Then all of a sudden everything went pin drop silent. The only sound that I could hear was my heartbeat echoing in my own ears. I was too focused on slowing down my breathing, that I almost missed the sound of heavy boots slowly stomping up the stairs. Just as I was getting up to hide my shaking body, the door swung open and there stood my father. He was fuming. His face was a mask of red. I could smell the stink and reek of alcohol all around him. This was the angriest I had ever seen him before, and for the first time ever I was actually scared for my own life...
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My Bully

7 parts Ongoing

"You're such a fucking slut. Get changed." He demanded. I could tell he was daring me to disobey by his stern glare. "No dad." I attempted to walk past him to go back to the party before he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder, walking us to his car. I screamed and kicked for him to let me down but he held on even tighter until aggressively slamming me into the passenger seat. Before he went to shut the door and go to the drivers side of the car he crouched down and leaned in to whisper in my ear. "If you get out of this car I'll get Luke out here so we can beat you up till you're bloody." He threatened, proceeding to slam the door shut. My ass was glued to that seat. -------- Lily is like any other 16 year old girl, horny and tired. She's tired of constantly being bullied by her brother and his best friend, Ethan. She's dealt with it her entire life, but something begins to change between her and Ethan. What felt like hate soon became lust. He's toxic, he's manipulative, he's mean, but somehow she's attracted to him. Of course neither wants to admit it though. Will their relationship actually work or will they both end up with their heads blown off? ------- Mature content⚠️ - mentions and some SA - cursing - abuse - depression and suicidal thoughts This is kinda dark romance. I don't endulge in romance like this it's just fun to write. This is also a slow burn. If you're impatient and want character development fast this book isn't for you. I want to keep this story as realistic as possible and people changing their ways overnight isn't. I also just love books where not everything is sped through and you really get to know the characters and their habits.