I loved you first.. ----- ( Lams fanfic Alexander Hamilton x John Laurens)
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  • Reads 1,764
  • Votes 86
  • Parts 18
  • Time 2h 7m
Ongoing, First published Dec 04, 2018
Mature
This is not the usual Lams fanfic 
In this fanfic John, Laf and Herc are the most popular boys in college along with the Schuyler Sisters, Aaron burr, Thomas Jefferson and others.

All three boys are going through their own troubles but ill get into more of that later. However, John went out with Jefferson for a long time and it broke him. He now wonders what life would be like if he could feel something but by meeting Alexander will that change the way he feels about love? 

BUT BEWARE THIS STORY WILL DEAL WITH MAAAAAAAAIJOR TRIGGER WARNINGS PEOPLE YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED but I will put an alert before you start reading (⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃
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Only Know You Love Him When You Let Him Go

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Alexander was happily dating John. Everything was fine. Then it wasn't. John dumps him without telling him anything. But it gets better for him. He falls for his roommate. Sure, cheesy romance film esque, but he was happy. it took so long to find it after the breakup. After breaking up with Alexander, John was fine. He was free from a clingy and sometimes idiotic boyfriend. But when he begins to see Alexander going out and falling in love with Thomas Jefferson of all people, it breaks his heart. He realizes too late, that he let the love of his life slip through his fingers. He grows depressed, he lost his only friends and his love. He was truly alone. TRIGGER WARNINGS implied/ referenced Rape/non con Self harm smut homophobic/transphobic slurs major character death