Fear is a powerful emotion, it can make one's mind believe certain things are real, that aren't. That any rational mind would know not to be real. It can turn one's perspective of everything upside down and leave their whole world in a fog; a dark, rhelm of terror. it leaves a dark spot on the back of your brain, what once was life. Guilt can weigh heavy on one as well. Guilt turns everything one does, it seems, a presence of sorts that's always there, while one sleep, while one's awake and aware. Because that stain, the dirty feeling, the bitter taste, eats at the soul and convinces one they deserve nothing at all. Now, fear and guilt together...... One can only imagine....