AMBIVALENT LIFE (prose)
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HajerXahmed
Complete, First published Dec 07, 2018
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ΰΌ„ 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐫𝐒𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐑𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐑𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐒𝐀𝐞
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❁ If you wanna say "𝐼 π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘™π‘Žπ‘‘π‘’" read this.
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✭A book that has ambivalent feelings going from sadness to happiness,,from love to heartbreak and from fear to safeness.
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γ€˜π‘°π’•'𝒔 π’Žπ’π’“π’† π’π’Šπ’Œπ’† π’•π’‰π’π’–π’ˆπ’‰π’•π’” 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒆〙
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