I Don't (Prequel To Don't You?)

I don't recommend reading this before you read Don't You, it will ruin twist and turns of that story that are there for a reason. I don't know if this will be nearly as long, but it will be the back story of everything that happens. So enjoy reading you lovely people. This is not Drarry, this is just the events leading up to Don't You. It may have some triggering content such as drug abuse, ptsd, depression, suicidal ideation, alchohol abuse, and self-harm. Please do not read if this will be too much and put your mental and/or physical health at risk. This will have a darker theme and there won't be much romance.