my smile is extinct // vent but not really

my smile is extinct // vent but not really

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Ongoing7m

Last published Sun, Feb 17, 2019

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"Kill me now, I want to die, I heard there's a chance at an afterlife. I might not get let in, but at least I won't be living."

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