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I Will Stop Keeping Track [Ryden]

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Reads 145
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Parts 10
Time 2h 43m

AbhorrentAtrophy

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Ryan Ross.
He always knew how people would react, needed to have a form of normalcy, being able to know how one would react kept the anxiety and doubt from any conversation. Yet, Brendon had been an unpredict change in his life, a form of excitement he had unknowingly needed in his life. The unpredictable nature of Brendon made him fall in love with the sense of excitement.... But after awhile, one needs a break from everything.
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Brendon Urie. 
He enjoyed the comfort of having people to fall back on him, not that he ever tried to rely on others, having people around him that he loved made him feel happy and he would never trade that for any other feeling. Ryan has always been a constant presence for Brendon, one that never faltered and has always radiated with an intensity that could become intense for anyone besides Brendon. they've been together through thick and thin and Brendon will always support Ryan, he knew nothing could come between them...
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Brendon was wrong. 
Ryan had other plans. 
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The Naked Truth [Ryden] by therevengeparade

The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------

cape town • ryden by definitelyxsadie

brendon urie x ryan ross • lowercase intended • started: 7.6.18 completed: 5.23.19 • warnings: smut! lots of it! • 2nd in #cheesewhiz ~ 9.20.18 39th in #prettyodd ~ 10.14.18 1ST IN #CHEESEWHIZ ~ 10.18.18 27th in #jonwalker ~ 10.19.18 5th in #afeveryoucantsweatout ~ 1.1.19 18th in #ryden ~ 1.12.19 3rd in #afeveryoucantsweatout ~ 1.15.19 7th in #rydon ~ 2.20.19 • "but ryan. i'm gay. gay for you."

Crazy + Genius (Ryden) by plunkygia

Brendon Urie is pretty crazy. I mean, all he's really known for his being gay as fuck and pulling pranks. But hey, what do you expect from a Las Vegas kid with divorced parents, a shitty father, and behavioural problems? Now, if only he didn't have such a massive crush on a pretty little smart boy in his 11th grade class. Ryan Ross is a fucking genius. He's the smartest kid you will ever meet. Anything you want to know, he knows it. Ryan's ambitious, career-driven, and has a plan for every second of his life. He's basically Siri, but with legs and a great ass. The only thing distracting him? A beautiful, wild little punk kid. These two boys are pretty different, but when love wants to find you, it will find you, and there's nothing you can do about it. Hmm, maybe 'crazy' and 'genius' fit together after all... High School AU Brendon's P.O.V., though it does switch Frank's P.O.V. and Gerard's P.O.V. for the sake of the storyline to continue properly. (In light of the accusations that have come up against Brendon Urie, I would like to point out that this book was written before those allegations came to light, and that I do not support him or what he did in any way.) Highest ranking: - #2 in #rydenatthedisco - #4 in #rydenfanfic - #6 in #joncer - #16 in #brendon

Infinite, sometimes by northerndownpourr

***DISCLAIMER*** I did not write this story, full credits go to fullcollapse.livejournal.com. i only put it here so it's easy to read. Mostly AU, high school age setting. With the help of his friends, Ryan has just learned how to like life. Brendon hasn't yet found such luck. This is a story about strong relationships, trust, not wanting to be alone, and holding hands. There's a river, and just like its never-ending path to the ocean, some things just go on forever. Sometimes you need someone more than you need yourself, and sometimes, that's okay. Rating: R. Word count: 200,000+

DAMN YOUR KISS; ryden by perfectidle

Four years, many exes, a couple of albums, a band split and a band hiatus... a lot has happened since Ryan Ross walked away from Panic! At The Disco. Trying to get lost and forget his feelings for Brendon Urie isn't a walk in the park. So when he comes back to right some wrongs and hope to mend the bridges he burned, is four years enough time for them to make amends - or further their problems?

Across The Universe *Ryden (Finished) by Ryan_Ana_Black

"You're staring again", Brendon noticed. I looked away trying to find the fly but it was nowhere to be seen. I heard Brendon chuckle next to me making me grin. I knew he would. ***** Ryan Ross was born in 2000, but what happens if he and his friends will accidently travel to his birthyear? And what will happen when he finds a reason to stay there...?

Red Never Looked Good On You || Ryden (Soulmate AU) by a-brief-interaction

Soulmate Au A 19 year old Ryan Ross struggles with the whole 'soulmate' thing having the spirit animal of your true love on your wrist seems a bit odd. He has a secret that may come in between him and his possible soulmate. While studying english in university a sudden war breaks out making him lose the only dream he has had in life; to become a writer. Amidst the war and chaos Ryan starts to lose himself and his friends know that the only way to prevent him from self-destructing is finding his soulmate but will the 'secret' get in the way of finding true love? 🚨WARNING THIS IS A VERY SAD STORY SO IF YOU GET TRIGGERED EASILY OR DON'T THINK YOU CAN HANDLE IT PLEASE DON'T READ🚨 Cover by @Givemeurveins

2 weeks || ryden by -stonedplanet

spencer smith gave brendon urie the wrong number, causing brendon to talk to someone and finds out who they are in two weeks. (yes i am aware than ryden isn't official i just think its cute and wanted to make a fic abt it) ˢᵗᵃʳᵗᵉᵈ ⁴.¹.¹⁹ ᶜᵒᵐᵖˡᵉᵗᵉᵈ ³.²¹.²⁰

Boarding School~Ryden by Ryanbottoms

Roommates. Usually chosen, typically friends. Not Brendon and Ryan. Ryan appeared suddenly. No one but himself knew where he came from. All of the sudden, he was handed a room key, and sent off to an elite boarding school. When he arrived, he expected to hate every second. That all of his roommates would be snobby, homophobic, rich assholes. He certainly didn't expect Brendon. And he certainly didn't expect to fall in love with him. *Mature Content: Sexual acts, mentions of past abuse, homophobic language/acts, etc. *

Stall Me [Ryden] [BOOK TWO] by uphillforoddities

[BOOK #2 IN THE HEARTBREAKER TRILOGY] It's been six years since Brendon Urie broke Ryan Ross's heart on prom night of senior year. He's since started a band- Panic! At The Disco, with all his closest friends, and a few others. Ryan's pushed to the back of his mind, cemented over with years of love for his current fiancé, Sarah. But when he happens to run into Ryan on tour, he feels...things resurfacing. Regret, veneration, and most importantly; attraction. [ vices era ]

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The Naked Truth [Ryden]

The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------