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I Will Stop Keeping Track [Ryden]

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Reads 145
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Parts 10
Time 2h 43m

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Ryan Ross.
He always knew how people would react, needed to have a form of normalcy, being able to know how one would react kept the anxiety and doubt from any conversation. Yet, Brendon had been an unpredict change in his life, a form of excitement he had unknowingly needed in his life. The unpredictable nature of Brendon made him fall in love with the sense of excitement.... But after awhile, one needs a break from everything.
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Brendon Urie. 
He enjoyed the comfort of having people to fall back on him, not that he ever tried to rely on others, having people around him that he loved made him feel happy and he would never trade that for any other feeling. Ryan has always been a constant presence for Brendon, one that never faltered and has always radiated with an intensity that could become intense for anyone besides Brendon. they've been together through thick and thin and Brendon will always support Ryan, he knew nothing could come between them...
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Brendon was wrong. 
Ryan had other plans. 
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Boarding School~Ryden by Ryanbottoms

Roommates. Usually chosen, typically friends. Not Brendon and Ryan. Ryan appeared suddenly. No one but himself knew where he came from. All of the sudden, he was handed a room key, and sent off to an elite boarding school. When he arrived, he expected to hate every second. That all of his roommates would be snobby, homophobic, rich assholes. He certainly didn't expect Brendon. And he certainly didn't expect to fall in love with him. *Mature Content: Sexual acts, mentions of past abuse, homophobic language/acts, etc. *

peppermint cigarettes by brenroscoe

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Red Never Looked Good On You || Ryden (Soulmate AU) by a-brief-interaction

Soulmate Au A 19 year old Ryan Ross struggles with the whole 'soulmate' thing having the spirit animal of your true love on your wrist seems a bit odd. He has a secret that may come in between him and his possible soulmate. While studying english in university a sudden war breaks out making him lose the only dream he has had in life; to become a writer. Amidst the war and chaos Ryan starts to lose himself and his friends know that the only way to prevent him from self-destructing is finding his soulmate but will the 'secret' get in the way of finding true love? 🚨WARNING THIS IS A VERY SAD STORY SO IF YOU GET TRIGGERED EASILY OR DON'T THINK YOU CAN HANDLE IT PLEASE DON'T READ🚨 Cover by @Givemeurveins

Tour Whore by Roxy3685

Over 10 years ago you found yourself as one of the dancers on tour with Panic! At the Disco during Fever Era, Discovering Ryden Truths and sleeping with both Brendon and Ryan. Now Brendon has invited you back to dance on their latest tour. But Brendon's changed and comes off as arrogant like the fame has gone to his head and you start to wonder if coming back was the right choice, until you start taking interest in Brendon's friend Josh he's invited to join them on tour..... I know this doesn't sound smutty but trust me it gets Filthy.....

$I'm The Other Girl 🗝 {Ryan Ross x Reader} by _Obsessed_Writer_$

(Y/n), for some reason, cannot remember anything before the age of five. Her father has died and, as a result, has depression. She starts cutting and almost ends up dying. She meets a 'friend' named Ryan. Ryan Ross. They started dating and everything was fine... until Ryan started acting different. [🖤]

The "Out" Group(Ryden&Joncer) by Myoutdisco

Ryan, Brendon, Spencer, and Jon are all in high school. Their all each other's only friends. They're all pretty odd. Ryan is very feminine, Brendon is gay but has to hide it so his parents don't disown him, Spencers parents didn't care about him and he pretty much lived with Ryan, and Jon was just disliked by everyone because of his affiliation with the group. They had all been friends since the were young, but would some of them be more.

The Naked Truth [Ryden] by therevengeparade

The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------

The Waiter and The Musician (Ryden) by WickedSinner35

Ryan Ross is a talented musician, but struggles with letting other people see the vulnerable side that is his music. He goes to a diner for a change is atmosphere where he is waited on by none other than Brendon Urie. The two hit it off and Ryan soon finds out that the energetic man has a secret side of his own. Trigger Warnings Started: 7/9/19 Ended: 7/19/19 Highest rating: #1 Ryden

Hey moon /// Ryden by despairedhope

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DAMN YOUR KISS; ryden by perfectidle

Four years, many exes, a couple of albums, a band split and a band hiatus... a lot has happened since Ryan Ross walked away from Panic! At The Disco. Trying to get lost and forget his feelings for Brendon Urie isn't a walk in the park. So when he comes back to right some wrongs and hope to mend the bridges he burned, is four years enough time for them to make amends - or further their problems?

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Boarding School~Ryden

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