Belle Laideur
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Love changes and life goes on. Through sweat and blood and tears I continue to live this life with its challenges. Mental illness wraps its claws around my mind and recovery is only a distant memory. I suffer. But one day, all this will be an anecdote to tell at college parties, like words thrown into the emptiness. Until that day, come suffer with me.
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