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I felt happiness when I was with them. I lost all hope when I left.

I relied on my cold, sinful, and emotionless heart for support. I had no one else to turn to but the one I didn't trust the most: myself. I told myself it was better to be feared than hated. So I listened. 

The more that quote rung into my mind, I began to be more heartless. More... crazy. 

That harpoon struck into one of my greatest inventions snapped me back into reality. Oh, the cold, harsh reality I that strived to run away from.

I betrayed my friends. I murdered a man. I destroyed a house filled with memories. All because I wanted to be feared. 

The amount of pain I felt physically as I fell to the ground didn't amount to the pain that scarred me from the inside. The physical pain felt so numb. All I could feel was that feeling of pain that I caused them. That nagging feeling that I needed to repay for my sins.

That shot to the giant robot restarted my feelings; the feeling of pain. It hurt so much. I didn't know how to make it stop. 

So I tried to do some good in the world for once. I remade my army into a force of good. I just never expected it to lead it to the three people I prayed I would never see again. 

...

I had to put on a porcelain face so they can go.

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Yay, there's angst in this story. And what is this? More improved writing? Sign me up! :,D

Warning, there's going to be some heavy stuff like depressive thoughts. If you're sensitive to that topic, please turn away now. Also, I do not ship the real people. Just their characters. Thank you.All Rights Reserved

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"I'm not the monster on the inside." • [Tom x Reader] by LB5538

You've known Tom since the two of you were little kids. The two of you grown very close to each other as you got older. But growing into adults, you started to notice Tom acting different. You tried to not put much mind into it thought. Two years later you and Tom decided to move in together. This is just when you really saw that there was something wrong with Tom. You ask him what was wrong all he would tell you is, "oh I'm fine y/n" or, "there isn't anything wrong y/n" that just worried you more. One day tom was acting very, very weird... you had to ask him again but this time you were more serious about asking. Once you asked he sighed looking up at you. "I'm getting tracked down and followed... because of something that this person thinks involves me...." tom said. You wanted to ask more but couldn't due to you being socked. You just knew you wanted to be there for Tom as much as possible and help protect him. (Original cover art was not made by me, just a simple edit over) (I do not own any of the characters in this story) (All warnings aren't listed in the first chapter posted)

TomTord || Cancer (Finished) by TommieAndTurd52

Tom has been feeling pained after the incident with Tord and his giant robot. And, yes, this was pain of loss or hurt, but this was also because he had been experiencing symptoms of pancreatic cancer. This story is going to have chapters, quoting the song Cancer by My Chemical Romance. Like some TomTord fanfics, this takes place after The End. Tord comes to pay his apologies for what he did in the past. They forgive him, but Matt is keeping an eye on him. By that, he's making sure he won't try anything with Tom. Why should he care? Well, he had just realized his feelings for him two or so days ago, and is making sure they won't get together. That's all I can say about this, see ya if you end up reading this, bye.

Till The Spring by eyeshadowed

March, 2024 "Spring brings hope of love in a person's life." When I close my eyes, these words still echo in ears. I remember them as if I've heard it yesterday. I never wanted to trust these words, I never wanted to fall for her, I was okay with the way I was, But....she happened. And I don't regret it. It's been two years now, I'm getting back to my routine after 'that' incident and a re-start is never easy. I can't remember myself in what state I was for the past two years. Was I eating right? was I doing fine? Or was I sleeping on time? I don't even remember myself talking to anyone. All I could do was sleep to deny the reality, in a hope, and if it's a dream, it will end soon. With a lot of reluctance, I got up to get ready for the university as they said that getting endulged in work will make me feel better. But how can I grow past those memories when I am getting to the same place where 'it' all had started and ended. When people leave, they leave their living impressions even on lifeless objects, and it's every corner will only remind them of those from which I'm trying to escape. As soon as I entered the university premises, I started getting deep into the trail of old times, when the Batch 2021-22 struck my mind, along with a name that had fluttered my whole life. Hi, I am Nazareth Salvador, and this is my story.

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ Depression

In Our Nightmares | TordTom by MrGrayNyx

After the incident in 'The End' Tord was found on the hill by his two most trusted soldiers and parents. He was brought to the nearest hospital to get himself treated As for the others, they now live inside their own apartments. Nothing really changed. They're still good friends. Although, Tom hasn't been the same. Matt rarely looks at himself anymore As for Edd. Oh, Edd... He's been hurt the most. Not physically, but mentally. Being betrayed by your "best friend" hurts But there was this one question that continues to lurk inside their minds Did Tord survive? Is he alive? They were never sure. They never found his body But one night everything changed... Where they see a specific Norwegian again... But not in your normal story where'd they accidentally bump into him.. No, no. It's not at all that... But something completely different.. - Book cover made by yours truly! It's very cringy I swear- Also, I purposely spelled words wrong when it was the gangs younger self speaking Enjoy! ⚠️WARNING⚠️ [] TordTom [] EddMatt [] Recurring nightmares [] A lot of sad Tord ⚠️STRONGER TOPICS⚠️ [] Depressive thoughts [] Abuse [] Self-hate and harm [] Horrible past memories [] Suicide attempts [] Suicide ⚠️If you get triggered easily by these things I recommend that you do not read this story⚠️ - [] Writing dates [] 💚Prologue💜 - March/06/2020 ❤️Epilogue💙 - Feb/01/2021 [] Posting dates [] 💚Prologue💜 - Feb/01/2021 ❤️Epilogue💙 - /00/2021

Lost ( TomTord) - Discontinued :( by peridothomeworldgem

"it's your fault they're hurt!" "Tord L! I will not let you leave--!" "It's all your fault!" "I love seeing you in pain." "What will you do now?" "The figure cocks its head and opens its jaw. It reaches its claw like fingers out towards me." "Wait! Tom! I'm sorry!" "SHUT UP! I HATE YOU!!" "you...hate me?" "Are you going to hurt us again?" The voice. Who are they? Why are they trying to hurt me? Why do I feel closer to Tom than anyone else? Why won't the red army accept my absence? What are they going to do to me? What will they do to Tom? "Everyone hates you!"

"I'm sorry":TomTord REMAKE by shyc0bain

This is a remake of my story - "I'm sorry" on my old account @/cosmicstar9. hopefully this one is less cringe. If you need to read the old one for this one to make sense, I advise you to go read that first. <3 I SHIP THE EDDSWORLD CHARACTERS. NOT THE REAL PEOPLE. ❤️💙 I've added a better description to each of the chapters. And even some new ones!! Each one about 900-2,000 words long. I hope this one is better than my other one on my old account. Which unfortunately I cannot log into. ⚠️THE COVER ART DOES NOT BELONG TO ME⚠️ With that being said, ENJOY! tw: suicidal tendencies, self harm, depression, mention of Gore and deaths of characters. Do NOT attempt to do any of this or take any advice from this story. It's very detailed and could be graphic to younger viewers. This is your warning. You're loved whoever is reading this. I love you. <3

Heartless... (TomTord) by Sweety1635

*After The End* It's been a month since the 'incident' and Tord is really depressed. He has anxiety, depression, anorexia and sometimes even panic attack. And also GUILT... He misses the old times, he never wanted to hurt his friends. One day when his anxiety is eating him alive, he just can't take it anymore. He must apologize...

Way too far (TomTord) by Sweety1635

Tord. A norwegian boy with an unusual life. He lives with his parents, Paul and Patryck. But other than that, he has nobody. No friends, no siblings. He's alone. He was born not being able to walk, he's on a wheelchair ever since he was a little kid. Tom. A british boy, living a nice life. He has two best friends, Edd and Matt, who are also his roommates. He's happy with himself. Yet, he can't help but feel like something is missing in his life. What if the two boys come into contact with each other? How will things play out? Will they become enemies? Maybe friends? Or perhaps, even more? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ -I don't ship the real people, only the characters -Contains ships: TomTord, EddMatt and Paultryck -No smut -Cover art by me, none of the other pictures in this story belong to me, unless I say so -Probably contains many spelling errors

Candy - TomTord AU by your_gay_bih

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You've known Tom since the two of you were little kids. The two of you grown very close to each other as you got older. But growing into adults, you started to notice Tom acting different. You tried to not put much mind into it thought. Two years later you and Tom decided to move in together. This is just when you really saw that there was something wrong with Tom. You ask him what was wrong all he would tell you is, "oh I'm fine y/n" or, "there isn't anything wrong y/n" that just worried you more. One day tom was acting very, very weird... you had to ask him again but this time you were more serious about asking. Once you asked he sighed looking up at you. "I'm getting tracked down and followed... because of something that this person thinks involves me...." tom said. You wanted to ask more but couldn't due to you being socked. You just knew you wanted to be there for Tom as much as possible and help protect him. (Original cover art was not made by me, just a simple edit over) (I do not own any of the characters in this story) (All warnings aren't listed in the first chapter posted)