The very day I realized this mortal form of mine is ending soon, I let myself being blinded by the countless if's. If only these two feet were free to running around, I'd take a run outside this room filled with sanitizer. If only these two hands were strong enough, I'd try to reach for anyone's hand and make myself warm. It hurts. But even so, I want to live... And that person came to me in the dark, granting those almost hopeless if's of mine. Now, I'd try to run to his side and hold his hand. I will make those if's become the reality. Sousuke Aizen is my lover and my forever husband. Yes that's right... Until life... Do us apart. Again.