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Fight Back My Demons (boyxboy)

SunshineToMyDarkness

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Reads 296
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Parts 8
Time 51m

SunshineToMyDarkness

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2019undiscovered abused anxiety bl boyxboy bxblove depression drama fiction gay gaylove jealousy lgbt lgbtfiction loveislove lovetriangle mate mentalhealth romance soulmate trauma undiscovered wattpride

In a world where a soulmate exists for everyone, some consider it a blessing, some consider it a curse, and some choose to ignore it altogether and make there own path in the world  without paying any mind to their pre-chosen partner. 

The catch? You have to make direct eye contact with your chosen partner before the mindlink is made and you realize they are your soulmate.

Because of this fact, Everett Miles feels like he'll never find his "person" due to his severe fear of eye contact stemming from trauma and rejection throughout his life.

He decides to accept help from a young therapist by the name of Micah King that he meets one night by accident.

Could Micah help Everett learn to fight back his demons and finally heal? 


***Sorry for the crappy description. This is my first story on here and I haven't written in a long time. I'm going to give it a shot and hope it goes well!***All Rights Reserved

2019undiscovered abused anxiety bl boyxboy bxblove depression drama fiction gay gaylove jealousy lgbt lgbtfiction loveislove lovetriangle mate mentalhealth romance soulmate trauma undiscovered wattpride

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