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Its Not Living (If Its Not With You)

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When Clay Jensen starts working at the Crestmont movie theater, he meets Hannah Baker, a girl his age who had moved into town recently. They immediately share a bond and they spend every second they can together over the summer. Then, the school year starts. Neither of them could've guessed how it would all end.

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Started: 10/12/18
Finished: 12/01/19All Rights Reserved

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Dear Emma by themusicsoul

Emma Baker was her best friend. She was also his girlfriend. Until she wasn't anymore. And what better way to replace the hole that she left than alcohol? ~*~ Emma is gone. But her boyfriend, Ryder, and her best friend, Kai, are still here. And they're hurting. Kai and Ryder have been close, even before Ryder started dating Emma. They grew up together, their parent's friends since college. So when Emma dies, and they both start falling in the same rabbit hole, their parents ship them off to grief camp. Which isn't as bad as they expected. There, they learn how to cope with Emma's death, leaning on each other; maybe a little too much. WARNING: this book has language, deals with suicide, depression, grief, and underage drinking

The Tapes; A 13 Reasons Why Fanfiction by Writer_Reader05

Y/n L/n was a normal girl living a normal life. She's got a group of amazing friends including Justin Foley, Jessica Davis, and Alex Standall. She's also got a strong relationship with the one and only Zach Dempsey. Everything was great, until Liberty High faces a tragedy. When Hannah Baker killed herself, she sent out a set of 13 tapes, each one going over one of the reasons why she ended her life. Except they aren't reasons. They're people. And each one of them is sent the tapes to listen to, including Y/n. Things take a turn for the worse when Clay Jensen receives the tapes and threatens to release them to the public, and from there, Y/n's life takes a turn for the worse. Will Y/n be able to navigate the dramas of high school and the tapes at the same time? Or will her life fall apart because of the death of Hannah Baker? Warning: Mentions of suicide, sex, drugs, etc Note: An extra chapter has been added to seasons 1 and 2 to make Y/n an important part of the story

Hannah and Clay: Loving Her Back to Life by 13reasonswhyfics

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I Loved You Blindly [Complete] by Water_Lili

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Regret by Lollo_Schnapple

" Everyone act's like everything is gonna be fine when everything is about to crash down! " I stood in the hallway screaming. How did I even get here? _____________________________________ Alyssa Jensen. The sister of Clay Jensen was best friends with Hannah Baker until she was found in her bathtub lifeless. Alyssa went from being the quiet kid's sister to the dead girl's best friend. _____________________________________ This is a 13 reasons why fan fiction and I do not own 13 reasons why or their characters expect for Alyssa Jensen who is my own character. #1th clayjensen

THE FINAL STRAW || 13 Reasons Why by Lettersandnumberso

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(tw- smut + suicide) "His kiss is quiet and embodies the color blue, which has always been my favorite color; everything about Clay Jensen is blue." The moon basks the bedroom in shining silver light, beaming down on two teenagers sleeping soundly. Isabelle Atkins sighs in the arms of a blue-eyed boy, breathing softly in her ear. Clay Jensen, with his dark hair and quiet manner, holds her close. Though the space between the two grows smaller, the reminders of Hannah Baker's death still looms over them. Isabelle Atkins failed Hannah - all for the boy sleeping soundly beside her. And will be forever known by that. Clay Jensen failed Hannah - for a thousand reasons that he had lost track for. And he cast them all aside, forced them down into his subconscious, all for the girl curled up in his arms. When secrets come out, do we allow ourselves to give one another a second chance? Or will time create more wounds than it will heal? (warnings - smut + mentions of suicide) TOP PLACE IN HASHTAGS: #1 in Clay Jensen #1 in 13 Reasons Why

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Dear Emma

Emma Baker was her best friend. She was also his girlfriend. Until she wasn't anymore. And what better way to replace the hole that she left than alcohol? ~*~ Emma is gone. But her boyfriend, Ryder, and her best friend, Kai, are still here. And they're hurting. Kai and Ryder have been close, even before Ryder started dating Emma. They grew up together, their parent's friends since college. So when Emma dies, and they both start falling in the same rabbit hole, their parents ship them off to grief camp. Which isn't as bad as they expected. There, they learn how to cope with Emma's death, leaning on each other; maybe a little too much. WARNING: this book has language, deals with suicide, depression, grief, and underage drinking