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Before I Kill Myself

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Reads 107,618
Votes 6,610
Parts 41
Time 2h 58m

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EDITED AND REWRITTEN |
[Bang Chan & Lee Felix]
Bang Chan, a transferee of Greendale High School is assigned to investigate about Allie, an 18-year-old bright and smiley girl that was found in the forest dead. Police stated that she committed suicide. How can a happy girl take away her life so easily?

But wait, another transferree is going for the same purpose. Lee Felix, Chan's junior and they often work together no matter how much Chan hated to be with him.

Started: December 11, 2018
Ended: January 17, 2019

41/41 Chapters
-5 Special Chapters
-1 Books Self Promotion Chapter
-2 Q&A Chapters

Rankings in the Making:
#8 in #CHANLIX (12-22-18)
#7 in #CHANLIX (12-28-18)
#7 in #STRAYKIDSCHAN (12-28-18)
#3 in #CHANLIX (01-02-19)
#5 in #STRAYKIDSCHAN (01-04-19)

Highest Ranking:
#1 in #CHANLIX (01-11-19)
#1 in #STRAYKIDSCHAN (03-13-19)
#1 in #STRAYKIDSFANFIC (05-15-19)
#1 in #CHANGJIN (02-24-20)All Rights Reserved

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Veni, Vidi...Vici? by TheNoeasyOne

One fateful night Changbin takes his trek back home from the convenience store, groceries in hand. He walks and walks longer than he should have, already passing his apartment. Why is this? Well, he is being followed by someone who stays in the shadows watching him like stalking prey. ...And he enjoys it, until he does no longer does- Does he? TW ⚠️: Rape (In Past), Murder, Kidnapping, Manipulation, Depression, Low Self-Esteem !This may contain of sexual activity and the implications of such! Ships: Bangchan x Changbin ??? This is a FICTIONAL story based around two members of Stray Kids! This is not to hate on or disregard on the members, Bang Chan, Changbin, Lee Know, Han, Felix, I.N, Seungmin, and Hyunjin. Also not to disrespect on their families, name, and etc. As well as the title, work, and achievements of Stray Kids. Or to disregard JYP Entertainment, Sony Music Entertainment Japan. Republic Records, Epic Records Japan. (Ignore if the labels change in the future) !This is for entertainment purposes only! Do not use this to stereotype, or form opinions on the members, as a lot of the information present and relations might not be fully accurate, and or not true. (Cover cr: Google and myself)

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Jeongin and Chan haven't seen each other for years after the eldest left to college but they finally meet up again and the buried feelings are ready to come back to live and mess up with them. ⚠️ Important ⚠️ This is totally imaginary, I do not own SKZ or any other idol mentioned and the personality might not match the actual idol since it's all for fun and fiction! ♡ Let's remember that, it's all FICTION and this book does not intent to declare anyone's sexualities, nor relationships. It's for entertainment and nothing else. ~ ♡︎Soon to be under revision for any possible grammatical mistakes!♡︎ Start: 27/08/20 End: 27/09/20 ©️Copyright 2020/thenoctem

Believe || • skz ff • by OhFretzels

Stray Kids is a group of talented and hardworking boys striving to achieve their dreams to conquer the world with their music. But, one of them died, and it does not stop there. Only one member can stop and solve this case to catch the culprit, but everything is just getting worse. So, who are you going to believe? Make sure they don't tell lies. !!! Trigger Warning !!! This book may trigger your anxiety and might cause you trust issues. It contains foul words, mentions of death, killings, and suicide. Revolves around unrealistic events and (honestly can be considered as) problematic. Please don't read this book if it may cause you harm. Please be guided. Thank you. [Completed; Mystery/ Thriller] Highest rank attained: #14 in Stray Kids #310 in Thriller #541 in Mystery #703 Fanfic #707 Fanfiction

Writing A Coloring Book | Changlix ✓ by Toastter_Treatts

[C O M P L E T E D] There were five symptoms after the initial contact between soulmates: First, the introduction to color. Second, pupils dilate and everything would be too bright to look at. Third, delusion and denial. Fourth, an overwhelming craving for sweets. And lastly, passing out for an hour... or two. While visiting Korea for the holidays with his friend, Bang Chan, Lee Felix gets into an accidental run-in with Seo Changbin. However, only one of them receives the ability to see color, thinking that they possibly couldn't be soulmates. It sucked that grade school never taught them the other symptoms of meeting a soulmate. (10.24.2020 - #3 on #changlix :) )

Emptiness (Hyunlix) by felixcangodeep

I know that I'm a side character in his story.. He's friends with everyone and a literal sunshine He's a social butterfly & everyone likes him He's hot, girls are dying to date him He's so kind that you can literally call him an angel His voice is so warm that it just melts anyone 'LEE FELIX' is the definition of perfection!! And here I'm complete opposite of him If he is the definition of perfection that makes me a mess, a complete disaster There is no way he will ever look at me we're just too different to even be friends- hyunjin "No way I'm giving hyunjin a chance!! I Just can't stand that guy at all" - felix One is longing for the other while the other is hating him....how will they make it?? #hyunlix #minsung #straykids ‼️TOP FELIX‼️ ‼️BOTTOM HYUNJIN ‼️ *warnings* Abuse Suicide attempts/thoughts Rape (slightly) Gay sex

𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐄𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 ◇ ChanLix by Han_Yunni

𝐄𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞... 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲? ◇ Felix's life feels completely absorbed by his job as a psychiatrist and his foster child Min-Jun. He feels overwhelmed and tired as a parent at 26, but it's completely worth it to see the smile on Min-Jun's face. Chan is a single father of a young boy named Daehyun. He was the result of a teen pregnancy, but his mother left shortly after he was born. Chan has a stable job as a high-school professor, but it took a long while to get there. When the two meet at their children's school's 'bring your parents to school day', they hit it off and become good friends. But after a while... not just friends... 05/26/21 #3 ChanLix 05/31/21 #82 Alcohol 12/28/21 #1 ChanLix

The school full of secrets/chanlix/minsung by Goldenglare29

Felix and his friends Jisung and Jeongin move to a new boarding school but there is somethings little bit off about the school. Number one why are there guards patrolling the outside of the school. Number two why do students go missing If they break a rule and Number three why is there a group of prefects that stay away from them. 'There is something off about this school. I can feel it.' Felix whispered 'I know and we'll find out what it is' Jisung replied Some is revealed when they follow the group of prefects and finally see what's going on underneath the school Will they uncover all the secrets before the teachers realise what they are doing? Or Will they go missing before any of the answers are revealed? Find out by reading Start:29/1/20 Finished:3/8/20

Save Him |Chanlix| by Kaahlixchan

Felix discovers that he's pregnant with his boyfriend and when he tells him, the answer he receives is something unexpected, uncertain, and possible denial. Desolate and aimless, the boy decides to leave the dormitory that night, going to seek comfort and support at home, in his mother's arms... If only it were possible to see the future... On the night of January 9th, 2016, Lee Felix is kidnapped and locked away, away from everyone and everything, with a new and fragile life growing inside him... His son, whom he swore to care for and protect with his life. Planning an escape for his child and himself has become the boy's new goal in life, but surviving is the first and most difficult step to fulfill. Chan is a well-known psychiatrist across much of Korea and one day, while passing through the neighborhood of one of his patients, he nearly runs over a little boy, a little boy who would come full of surprises. ... "Sir, are you someone good?" "In this world, there are already a lot of bad people, so I try to be my best version always, I would say yes, I'm someone good" "You... You don't have to save me... B-But can you save my daddy?... He told me not to worry, but I l-love him... Can you save him, please, please?" ... From that day forward, Chan takes it upon himself to save that child and find his father...

Death Dance || Hyunlix by koreanbigmingion

lee felix has never been fond of living, but too scared to end his life. to cope, he does a lot of stuff that could get him killed; he's a suicidal daredevil. one day at school, he gets the sudden urge to finally end it, until a boy steps in at the last second. #2-minsung 5.14.22 #3-txt 5.23.22 #4-hyunlix 6.5.22 #5-hyunlix 6.8.22 #2-leefelix 8.27.22 started~ 3.31.22 ended~ 6.5.22 contains: self-harm, suicidal thoughts

Winsome Waves [Chanlix] by PlzDefenestrateMe

When Felix sees a cute boy whilst he's at work, something intrigues him. From his wavy locks to the bruises on his wrists, he becomes curious in the blonds life. Chan wants to escape something, and maybe Felix is the way he can. I fucking suck at descriptions, I mean read if you want I'm not forcing you to do anything, I already hate myself for writing it anyway. -TW: Abusive Relationship, Swearing, Suicidal Insinuations, Panic Attacks- This is a work of fiction and purely for fun, don't take anything seriously. Started: 10/05/20 Ended: 17/10/20

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Veni, Vidi...Vici?

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