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Before I Kill Myself

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Reads 107,812
Votes 6,611
Parts 41
Time 2h 58m

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EDITED AND REWRITTEN |
[Bang Chan & Lee Felix]
Bang Chan, a transferee of Greendale High School is assigned to investigate about Allie, an 18-year-old bright and smiley girl that was found in the forest dead. Police stated that she committed suicide. How can a happy girl take away her life so easily?

But wait, another transferree is going for the same purpose. Lee Felix, Chan's junior and they often work together no matter how much Chan hated to be with him.

Started: December 11, 2018
Ended: January 17, 2019

41/41 Chapters
-5 Special Chapters
-1 Books Self Promotion Chapter
-2 Q&A Chapters

Rankings in the Making:
#8 in #CHANLIX (12-22-18)
#7 in #CHANLIX (12-28-18)
#7 in #STRAYKIDSCHAN (12-28-18)
#3 in #CHANLIX (01-02-19)
#5 in #STRAYKIDSCHAN (01-04-19)

Highest Ranking:
#1 in #CHANLIX (01-11-19)
#1 in #STRAYKIDSCHAN (03-13-19)
#1 in #STRAYKIDSFANFIC (05-15-19)
#1 in #CHANGJIN (02-24-20)All Rights Reserved

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safe in your arms - hyunlix by Felixramenn

[COMPLETED] In which Felix is depressed because of his childhood trauma. He thought his life wasn't worth to save. But then the cold popular guy notices him and something changes. What will happen? ❗️INCLUDES❗️ abuse self harm panic attacks demons/voices homophobia sexual harassment suicide attempt depression angst makeouts woojin being mean If there is wrong grammar in this story, then it's probably because I haven't edited it yet or I'm just bad at english grammar since it's not my native language. #1 hwanghyunjin - 6/10- 2021 #1 skzfanfic - 8/1- 2022 #7 leefelix - 5/5 - 2021 (#5 - 23/10 - 2022) #1 skzff - 23/8 - 2021 #1 straykidsfanfic - 4/8 - 2021 #8 hyunlix- 25/8 - 2021 #6 skz - 2/12 - 2021 #4 skzfanfiction - 20/3 - 2022 #2 stay - 12/5 - 2022 [started: 3/8- 2021] [ended: 8/7- 2021] If I've written sum weird or unacceptable stuff in here I apologize. I was immature while writing this and I'm too lazy to fix it. EDIT⚠️⚠️⚠️ this is so cringe I'm sorry if I've traumatized you guys...

Veni, Vidi...Vici? by TheNoeasyOne

One fateful night Changbin takes his trek back home from the convenience store, groceries in hand. He walks and walks longer than he should have, already passing his apartment. Why is this? Well, he is being followed by someone who stays in the shadows watching him like stalking prey. ...And he enjoys it, until he does no longer does- Does he? TW ⚠️: Rape (In Past), Murder, Kidnapping, Manipulation, Depression, Low Self-Esteem !This may contain of sexual activity and the implications of such! Ships: Bangchan x Changbin ??? This is a FICTIONAL story based around two members of Stray Kids! This is not to hate on or disregard on the members, Bang Chan, Changbin, Lee Know, Han, Felix, I.N, Seungmin, and Hyunjin. Also not to disrespect on their families, name, and etc. As well as the title, work, and achievements of Stray Kids. Or to disregard JYP Entertainment, Sony Music Entertainment Japan. Republic Records, Epic Records Japan. (Ignore if the labels change in the future) !This is for entertainment purposes only! Do not use this to stereotype, or form opinions on the members, as a lot of the information present and relations might not be fully accurate, and or not true. (Cover cr: Google and myself)

Winsome Waves [Chanlix] by PlzDefenestrateMe

When Felix sees a cute boy whilst he's at work, something intrigues him. From his wavy locks to the bruises on his wrists, he becomes curious in the blonds life. Chan wants to escape something, and maybe Felix is the way he can. I fucking suck at descriptions, I mean read if you want I'm not forcing you to do anything, I already hate myself for writing it anyway. -TW: Abusive Relationship, Swearing, Suicidal Insinuations, Panic Attacks- This is a work of fiction and purely for fun, don't take anything seriously. Started: 10/05/20 Ended: 17/10/20

sex therapy || chanlix by namjoonsstudent2

"have you ever even touched yourself?" - b.c. "...i'm just an inexperienced virgin." - l.f. a/n desc; lee felix's agitation against his insecurities, made him unable to satisfy his girlfriend in their relationship. the grief ultimately led him to take up sessions of therapy so he could provide his best for his girlfriend. what happens when the oblivious male catches feelings in the state of misconception? will bang chan, his sex therapist, figure out why Felix's demeanor brought him weak to his knees? or will he too, push away these uncertain feelings in the fear of commitment? rankings; #1 chanlix 18-04-2022 #1 bangchan 05-11-2021 #5 skz 12-11-2021 started: 09-09-2021 ended: 09-04-2022

Stars Under Spotlights (ChanLix) by 9RACHA

#1 Rankings Achieved: #straykidsfanfiction #bangbyungchan #chanlix #straykidsff ChanLix - Lee Felix x Bang Byungchan Stray Kids Fanfiction IN PROGRESS MINI PRE-VIEW: "Bang Chan's skin is so smooth, his smile like that of an angel's, his hair is adorably messy, his lips are perfectly plump and damp and his eyes melted Felix's heart... How could he not stare? But through the guilt, a warm feeling in him told him to smile, and as his mind replayed the scene, like a school girl, he smiled." PLOT/INTRO: Bang Entertainment is the new, rising company run by idol and new CEO, Bang Byungchan; Lee Felix is an eager boy, auditioning for the company with all the passion he has to offer, and he gets a place as a trainee. Chan is drawn in by Felix's talent and upon getting to know him, falls in love with the trainee. But you should know, scandals and homosexuality are both taboos in Korea... Did you really think this would be a love story? Life isn't perfect, so why should their life be? Life is like a current, it can flow smooth, it can drag itself it several directions, it can crash against things harshly. These boys aren't perfect. Nor is their love story, but, I suppose imperfections are what make love so special. Also the first Chanlix fanfiction on Wattpad

✔️Say Cheese!||Chanlix FF by spriterat

⚠️IMPORTANT THINGS TO KNOW BEFORE READING⚠️ (C) = Chan's POV (F) = Felix's POV AGE RATING: Depends on your maturity. ------ Chan was a aspiring photographer, fascinated by how beauty can be found in the littlest of things. The fact that he could capture a beautiful moment with a little device, and keep it forever excited him greatly. His love for photography came from his father, who was a professional photographer. He taught him many things, and Chan loved him for it. But after his father passes away, the world seemed dull. He couldn't see the beauty he once saw. All he saw was a cruel, sad grey world that took away people's loved ones. A boy called Felix saw this and promises himself to change Chan's point of view of the world before highschool ends, and everyone heads off to college, which is only in two weeks. When Felix's own problems start to arise, his task seems to become more difficult. Will he succeed? Or is Chan truly hopeless... ------

𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 | 𝕁𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟 ♥︎ ✔︎ by thenoctem

Jeongin and Chan haven't seen each other for years after the eldest left to college but they finally meet up again and the buried feelings are ready to come back to live and mess up with them. ⚠️ Important ⚠️ This is totally imaginary, I do not own SKZ or any other idol mentioned and the personality might not match the actual idol since it's all for fun and fiction! ♡ Let's remember that, it's all FICTION and this book does not intent to declare anyone's sexualities, nor relationships. It's for entertainment and nothing else. ~ ♡︎Soon to be under revision for any possible grammatical mistakes!♡︎ Start: 27/08/20 End: 27/09/20 ©️Copyright 2020/thenoctem

The school full of secrets/chanlix/minsung by Goldenglare29

Felix and his friends Jisung and Jeongin move to a new boarding school but there is somethings little bit off about the school. Number one why are there guards patrolling the outside of the school. Number two why do students go missing If they break a rule and Number three why is there a group of prefects that stay away from them. 'There is something off about this school. I can feel it.' Felix whispered 'I know and we'll find out what it is' Jisung replied Some is revealed when they follow the group of prefects and finally see what's going on underneath the school Will they uncover all the secrets before the teachers realise what they are doing? Or Will they go missing before any of the answers are revealed? Find out by reading Start:29/1/20 Finished:3/8/20

Emptiness (Hyunlix) by felixcangodeep

I know that I'm a side character in his story.. He's friends with everyone and a literal sunshine He's a social butterfly & everyone likes him He's hot, girls are dying to date him He's so kind that you can literally call him an angel His voice is so warm that it just melts anyone 'LEE FELIX' is the definition of perfection!! And here I'm complete opposite of him If he is the definition of perfection that makes me a mess, a complete disaster There is no way he will ever look at me we're just too different to even be friends- hyunjin "No way I'm giving hyunjin a chance!! I Just can't stand that guy at all" - felix One is longing for the other while the other is hating him....how will they make it?? #hyunlix #minsung #straykids ‼️TOP FELIX‼️ ‼️BOTTOM HYUNJIN ‼️ *warnings* Abuse Suicide attempts/thoughts Rape (slightly) Gay sex

Death Dance || Hyunlix by koreanbigmingion

lee felix has never been fond of living, but too scared to end his life. to cope, he does a lot of stuff that could get him killed; he's a suicidal daredevil. one day at school, he gets the sudden urge to finally end it, until a boy steps in at the last second. #2-minsung 5.14.22 #3-txt 5.23.22 #4-hyunlix 6.5.22 #5-hyunlix 6.8.22 #2-leefelix 8.27.22 started~ 3.31.22 ended~ 6.5.22 contains: self-harm, suicidal thoughts

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safe in your arms - hyunlix cover

Veni, Vidi...Vici? cover

Winsome Waves [Chanlix] cover

sex therapy || chanlix cover

Stars Under Spotlights (ChanLix) cover

✔️Say Cheese!||Chanlix FF cover

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The school full of secrets/chanlix/minsung cover

Emptiness (Hyunlix) cover

Death Dance || Hyunlix cover

safe in your arms - hyunlix

[COMPLETED] In which Felix is depressed because of his childhood trauma. He thought his life wasn't worth to save. But then the cold popular guy notices him and something changes. What will happen? ❗️INCLUDES❗️ abuse self harm panic attacks demons/voices homophobia sexual harassment suicide attempt depression angst makeouts woojin being mean If there is wrong grammar in this story, then it's probably because I haven't edited it yet or I'm just bad at english grammar since it's not my native language. #1 hwanghyunjin - 6/10- 2021 #1 skzfanfic - 8/1- 2022 #7 leefelix - 5/5 - 2021 (#5 - 23/10 - 2022) #1 skzff - 23/8 - 2021 #1 straykidsfanfic - 4/8 - 2021 #8 hyunlix- 25/8 - 2021 #6 skz - 2/12 - 2021 #4 skzfanfiction - 20/3 - 2022 #2 stay - 12/5 - 2022 [started: 3/8- 2021] [ended: 8/7- 2021] If I've written sum weird or unacceptable stuff in here I apologize. I was immature while writing this and I'm too lazy to fix it. EDIT⚠️⚠️⚠️ this is so cringe I'm sorry if I've traumatized you guys...