"And we kissed, not a normal kiss, not even close to the first time I kissed Luke, or any other time i've kissed him, kissing Ashton made everything clear, I don't think I have feelings for Ashton, I know I have feeling for Ashton, when we kissed it felt... magical, it felt as perfect as it looked like in the movies. I can't believe all this time I thought we were just friends."