38 parts Ongoing MatureY/n has a secret. Actually, she has a few secrets.
Y/n used to be involved with the BDSM community for several years with her fiancee, until her new job at the BAU slowly forced her to become more and more separated from her double life. One fateful night, it all changes. Y/n's life is now in shambles, and she has to navigate through her feelings alone.
Y/n tries to throw herself into her work, finally allowing herself to become close with her team; but there's one person she can't connect with - her unit chief, Emily Prentiss. Y/n admires her from a distance, concealing her feelings for her unit chief. It works for a few months, but secrets are bound to be exposed, especially when you work with the world's top profilers. One case that hits way too close to home for Y/n proves just that.
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My phone dings as I sit back. I grab it, seeing a text from Emily. I gape openly at her text. "Fucking hell," I breathe. "What? What is it?" Garcia questions me in concern.
I swallow harshly. "Emily texted me," I say, "It's a list of rules for tonight." "What do they say?" Garcia asks excitedly. I bite my lip as I read her text out loud.
I take a breath, looking at Penelope. She shrugs at you through the mirror. "How are you doing?" She checks. I shake my head. "As good as I can be, given my role-play with the Chief just began," I groan, "I am going to regret this."
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TRIGGERS
angst
smut
BDSM
swearing
degradation
potential lack of aftercare
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death/unaliving
guns and other unaliving instruments
blood
mentions of rape and torture (for the cases obvs)
kidnapping (for the cases, again, obvs)
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anxiety/panic attacks
depression
throwing up (mostly from being drunk fun fact, Y/n likes to party)
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*obvs I don't own any of the CM cast. I'm not following a particular plot from the show, and I make up my own cases for the team to work on. It's more fun for me and helps the story line
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#1: jj - 9/6/24
#1: jenniferjareau - 9/6/24
#1: prentiss - 9/6/24
