Contains major trigger warnings, -disordered eating -suicidal tendencies -self harm -strong language -anxiety attacks Please do not read this story if you get triggered easily. And I would also like to clarify that I am not romanticizing eating disorders, self harm, or anxiety. I know what it's like to struggle with these topics. I am writing about it to mainly vent my own personal emotions and it just helps me cope. And I hope you find a healthy way to help you cope too :)All Rights Reserved