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Forever Alone... Or Not

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Time 4h 54m

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Michael Kilbane was a normal kid. He had a best friend, Sariha, and amazing parents and everything was going good for him. But, nothing lasts forever. Especially good things. In one day he lost it all. Sariha moved away to Tennessee. His mom died and his dad blamed him. After that day, he was continuously bullied by Nicco Gray until he left him too. As he grows older his life just gets worse and worse. Then, with the return of Sariha and Nicco his life finally turns around. He even falls in love with a vampire,...WAIT!!! A VAMPIRE?!?!?

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Nicco Gray was infatuated with Michael ever since he met him. Being the stupid boy he was, he thought that being mean was the only way to catch his attention. That didn't end so well. Then Nicco moves away but his thought were still filled with Michael. After 7 years Nicco was finally over Michael but that didn't last for long. He was on a surgical table when Nicco first saw him. Doctors cutting him up trying to fix his internal bleeding and ruptured lungs. Quite a way to be reunited with your blood bond. Wait.... BLOOD BOND?!?!?

THIS BOOK CONTAINS RAPE AND MULTIPLE ACTS OF SEXUAL CONTENT!!!!! I SUGGEST AT LEAST BEING 16+ TO READ THIS BOOK!!!!!All Rights Reserved

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