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Chasing Nolan

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Reads 80
Votes 5
Parts 5
Time 23m

Mature

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(Nothing in the book so far is edited so don't judge)




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I see him now, more clearly.  Nolan Gray. Sitting looking down in a squatting position on the ledge.  Having a mental battle going in his mind 

   As I was about two feet away from him I stop walking over.  

But it was too late
  
    Words can't leave my mouth it's like my throat is in fire burning up.  Gasping for the remaining air I have left I scream.  

"I love you"


As the words leave my mouth
he jumps.All Rights Reserved

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