Fault in my Stars

I wasn't prepared for this kind of situation. He ignored my presence then I too stopped myself from crushing on him. All this continued about 4 months and suddenly this thing is happening. What do I do now?

I wanted to say, 'I can't... I am busy.' Damn my egoistic head.

This is what you wanted stupid girl. Don't waste this chance. My heart said eagerly, jumping in joy.

"Yeah, we can." after much contemplation, I gave him my consent.