Enemy Or Crush?!

L . O . V . E

Where do this feeling come from ?
A feeling that will change everything .
From a friend ,
Or maybe an enemy
to a lover .
How miracle is it ?

This feeling that taught me ;
To love ,
To be patience ,
And instead how to handle pain .

Aren't this feeling used to get someone to be happy ?
But why mine is different ?
Why do i have to miss someone ?
Why do i have to overthink about someone ?
Why do i have to care about someone ?
Why do i have to change my midnight routine— where i should be in my sweet dreamland but now to cry at 4 ?

Why do i have to face this feeling ?