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In My Dark Times: Stockholm Syndrome

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Parts 12
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(This fic does have material that may be too much for some. Drug use, sexual abuse, etc. Please read with caution.)


Louis Tomlinson finds himself in London at a new university after he transfers from Doncaster on the promise to his mother that he would also get a job in London... and still pursue playing soccer. Louis knows he doesn't wanna quit playing football... but he also doesn't want to quit obsessing over Harry Styles.

Harry Styles isn't like everyone else at university to Louis; and from the moment they spend time alone, they realise just how much they have in common... and they also secretly fight with how they feel.

Louis falls too hard for Harry... and soon, he is tangled into the world that only Harry has known, until now.

Louis knows from the moment that he meets Darren Johnson, Harry's longtime drama professor, that something about him just doesn't seem right. Louis has no clue whatsoever how deep Harry's relationship with the 46 year old professor goes... but the more he gets to know Harry, the more he realises just how much Darren has influenced Harry's mind, and his thinking.

***Trigger ⚠️ **** Contains a lot of sensitive subjects. Exercise caution.All Rights Reserved

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Always In My Heart by everybestwish

Louis Tomlinson is your everyday, twenty-two year-old student, studying art in London. He lives a rather boring life, going to school and spending time with his best friend, Nikki. When he receives a major opportunity in his art career, he goes on a trip to Paris, expecting the main focus to be on art. What Louis does not know is that he will run into multi-billionaire, Mr. Harry Styles. Louis and Harry begin to develop a strong attraction to one another, spending the rest of Louis' time in Paris together. Harry takes Louis to places he didn't even know were possible, showing him his unique world. The two continue to learn more about each other back in London, where they both live. Louis begins to see a side of Harry he never knew existed. He finds that Harry has extreme mood swings, easily becoming violent and destructive at the tiniest things. Will Harry learn to see his faults so he and Louis can be together? Or will they watch their whole world crash and burn around them?

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

$From LA to UK {Larry Stylinson book 1} by LouisSavedMe_x$

"Can you for once be honest with yourself, Louis?" Harry pulls his hair. He is so frustrated with the guy he has been living with for the past few weeks. "I am honest with myself! You just think you can turn everyone.... you know the way you are." "Turn everyone what, Louis? Can't you speak the word? Is only saying the word too disgusting for you? Do you mean gay. G-A-Y... GAY." "Stop it!" Louis covers his ears with his hands. He doesn't want to hear it. Harry's words can't be slightly true. Eleanor is proof of that. "You can't keep treating me like shit and kiss me afterwards! You can't say you are straight and keep kissing me! Go on, Louis. Tell me you only like girls and you never enjoyed one kiss we shared. Say it to my face." Louis stays silent, swallowing the lump in his throat. "I hate you, Styles." "Fake news, Tomlinson." Louis Tomlinson is your typical popular high school guy. He has a beautiful long term girlfriend Eleanor and his best friend Zayn he can always count on. Together with Eleanor, Zayn and Zayn's girlfriend Perrie they rule Doncaster high. Louis has it all: A beautiful girlfriend, popularity and a loving family. The only thing that is missing are good grades. That's exactly the reason why Louis participates to this exchange program to LA. Not that he is very excited about it. Harry Styles is an openly gay hipster boy. He has flashy sunglasses, floral shirts and cool bandana's keeping his hair out of his eyes when he paints. Harry loves art and believes that London is one of the most beautiful cities. That's why Harry applied to the London school of arts. Hoping to higher his chances to get in, Harry participates in an exchange program his school is having with another school in the UK. Harry couldn't be more excited to visit the country of his dreams and meeting new people, the social bird Harry is. Little did he know he would end up with a homophobic partner that tries to ruin his time in England.

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