"It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all." Sid Litman will be the the first one to tell you that this cliche is bullshit. After her mom left when she was eleven, Sid's been a member of a support group for kids with divorced parents. She met her two best friends in the group, but she's also heard countless tales of marriages falling apart, and she's come to believe the town is cursed. No love can last here, and nothing is worth having unless it will last forever. But, she's a senior in high school, and change is on the horizon.
With only a few months left before she leaves for college (if she can even commit to a college), a good thing happens at the worst time; she and the new boy start falling for each other. Her best friends are excited for her, but she's afraid of starting something doomed to end once the new school year starts. Not to mention, her mom has just come back into her life, and she's terrified that going to different colleges will drive a wedge between her and her friends, who have been a makeshift family for the past six years.
A story about reluctantly growing up, the families we forge, and learning that ephemerality doesn't negate worth.
It's the first day of June's senior year and everything is already going wrong.
Her first boyfriend and supposedly love of her life dumps her for someone else, her heart is broken and feels like it won't ever heal again and her best friend makes her join the most unnecessary club on earth to help her find new friends she most definitely does not need.
Still.
New chances are for new beginnings, right?
Instead of falling into a deep dark pit of self pity (however tempting that may sound), all of this betrayal ends up leading her to the best friends she's ever had and the most exciting school year of her life.
Oh - and a whole new fake boyfriend, to get some revenge on that idiot who dumped her. And who knows. Maybe even more.