Tell me im Alright with a Goodnight(connor Franta fan fic)

Have you ever noticed when you touch water,it turns a lighter color? Well i have and that's how i am. Deeply depressed on the inside,smiling at everything on the outside. I'm always in bright, happy colors. My long blonde hair with blue tips is always curled to a perfect T.How would anyone know i was sad? This is my life, a complete Hell.If it weren't for my best friends, i would be covered in scars. All Time Low and O2L (our second life) helped allot. I have always thought of my self as ugly and worthless. I have a hard time believing in love, when I've been crushed and thrown away so many times.

I have been best friends with a certain pesent named Connor Franta. He has been my best friend since kindergarden. Ive been their through thick and thin. We've helped eachother learn and grow. But as we grauated from high school, things wernt so simple anymore.