Craving independence

I'm Aimee, the girl at school that knows everyone, there aren't many people that I don't say hi to and know their names. Not from hanging out all the time, at least not outside of school. Not that I don't want to it's just my homelife isn't that great, and I don't want to invite people over. My parents are srict so I can't go out much. Plus I don't really want people to get to know what's really going on at home,i haven't had the best life, and it shows once my parents get comfortable to be themselves in front of you. They're ex-cons and recovering drug addicts, meaning my mom was doing pretty good for a while but now she's strung out and my dad puts up with it because he loves her. I mean why else would he stay through her punching him, and screaming at him and the overdramatic "I'm leaving you's," so this is my story. I fight everyday to never become the person that my parents have become. I was born with meth in my system so I have one shot my entire life, if I try it I become them. This is my struggle, I hope you learn as much as I have.