I Ain't Afraid
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Última publicación lun, abr 6, 2020
I remember when I was bullied, I remember when I was hurt. I remember when I lost my heart. I remember going home right too my room cutting myself then crying, what did I do wrong.
Every word stabs me, I choke on my tears. I wanna scream, I wanna yell, "STOP LEAVE ME ALONE" What have I did to make this world betray me!
Will this have a happy ending or sad? (Very emotional story)
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