"Sometimes there is such beauty in awkwardness. There's love and emotion trying to express itself, but at the time, it just ends up being awkward. "
This isn't a love at first sight story, its an interest at first sight story
Its a story of a boy who was closed off from the world and the girl that broke his walls with a smile,
who knew something so awkward could turn into something so beautiful
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"Elis be honest with me, am I weird?"
We were sitting in our spot, one headphone in my ear, the other in his, it was slightly windy and the sun had just started going down
I turned my head to look at him, waiting for the answer, only to find him already looking at me and in that rare moment he graced me with his real smile, the one I've only seen a handful of times, and for once he looked at peace when he answered
"Yeah, you are" he said seriously but then soon started chuckling when I hit his arm
"I'm being serious" I said while whining
"So am I, you are weird, and so am I, that's why we fit together so well" he spoke while looking at the sunset
I rested my head on his shoulder, admiring the beautiful scene in front of us
"like a puzzle"
he chuckled as he responded
"yup, like a puzzle"
And for that one moment we weren't two messed up awkward teens, we were just happy, we were just Elis and Claire
Coming out must be hard but only doing so because you can no longer hide your feelings for your bestfriend is unimaginable.
A story about falling in love after a long time coming...
* "I'm jealous? I'm controlling? You couldn't even let a guy touch me in there without pushing them away. You're not so innocent yourself Brandon. Don't look at me like that." He caught my chin forcing my eyes up to his again.
"Or what?" I asked my voice shaking. I don't know what he was trying to say but it was all true.
My breath came out jittery, staggered and just like that he was pressing his lips into mine with such pressure. I didn't move for a second too scared what the hell this was. I couldn't even think, did I want to kiss him back? Did I like this? I was staring wide eyed in shock at him still his eyes open to as he stayed perfectly still neither one of us moving. Before I knew it he was pulling away wiping me from his mouth his eyes adverted embarrassed*
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#8 in feelings
#6 in romance!
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Part two out now!!
Through it all is set a few years in the future for this pair. Continue to read more about their crazy life with all its ups and downs.
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