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ambivalent


having mixed feelings or contradictory                                   ideas about something or someone.


one has ocd and the other doesn't believe it.



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Hold Your Breath (stepbrothers BxB)

Tyler is a 16-year-old boy who has it rough. But when he is forced to move in with his new stepmother and 19-year-old stepbrother, his life becomes even more twisted. This story is about a complicated, toxic yet deep relationship between two boys forced to live under the same roof, trying to find each other and to find themselves. How is this going to turn out for them? Read to find out! :) ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀ ⚠️WARNING⚠️ This story contains smut, violence, abuse, sexual abuse, blackmail, drugs, child abuse, self harm etc. so please keep that in mind.

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