Raison d'être
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  • Reads 346
  • Votes 77
  • Parts 15
  • Time 1h 4m
Complete, First published Dec 16, 2018
"I'm not crying because of you. I'm crying because I've been stabbed in the back by those who I needed the most, the times I have felt alone when I couldn't afford to be. I'm crying because my delusion of who you were was shattered by the truth of who you are. "
Roseanne spilt out the truth with tears streaming down her cheeks, her eyes fill with tears. While Jennie's eyes were wide as football-pool thinking that everything was a dream, not wanting to hear those words, those phrases from Roseanne's voice, not wanting to see those words, those phrases coming out from her lips."When my heart was unlovable and attached with emptiness, when I was fragile and loneliness consumed me, you still loved me." 

They say "follow your heart" but if your heart is in a million pieces. Which piece do you follow?
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