escape

hi.. um.. im winter... I.. ive been abused by my father... my big brother is doing all he can to save me and my little sister from that man. my moms not much help though... all we are to her is assurance that she'll get money when he leaves her... im... well im terrified... hes almost killed us all at one point or another... but theres always some light in the darkness right? I think so... that's why I believe I met ashter... but what if my dad tries to hurt him too!? how could I be so dumb!? I have to protect ashter... I have to forget him.. but can I? mean I definitely have a lot on my mind... from school to escaping my dad to secretly still loving ashter... oh, what am I gonna do!?