Uncertainty - D a y d r e a m i n g - Wattpad

Uncertainty

Reads 105
Votes 4
Parts 16
Time 2h 11m

Reads 105
Votes 4
Parts 16
Time 2h 11m

bts imfinedontworry imightsharethiswithbts loveyourself mentaldisorder mono newbeginnings personalexperience rm sad wattys2019

"I want to be different.."
A story inspired by Rap Mon's album "Mono". I had thought about it for a while and decided to share my feelings about it through my writings. Although this is a BTS story, I hope that other readers out there can find a connection to this. A small warning, there are some small suggestions of mental disorientation and depressive feelings. If you are sensitive to this type of topic, please click off.  

Also, hear me out if you will. Some of my personal experiences with mental disorders are in here. Things like being bipolar or schizophrenic are mentioned. They will be the most harsh to read through. But there will be happy moments as well. I hope you like this story.

One more thing. For anyone who is wondering if I'm depressed, I am not. I am fine. I promise. And I am not, repeat, AM NOT implying that any members of BTS have mental disorders. This is a fictional story based on personal experiences and stories from friends.All Rights Reserved

bts imfinedontworry imightsharethiswithbts loveyourself mentaldisorder mono newbeginnings personalexperience rm sad wattys2019

Table of contents

16 parts

Sign up to add Uncertainty to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Always By Your Side~BTS X Depressed! Reader by TataBabie

!!WARNING!! The story mentions swearing, self harm, bullying, anxiety, insecurities, abuse, suicidal thoughts and depression. if you have or do struggle with any of that you can always talk to me. that's also part of the reason I am starting this FF. I struggled with all of it and still do with some. I get so sad and my mind can't take it anymore so I decided to publish something to make me feel better. I hope you enjoy and again, if you do or have struggled with any of this, try to talk to someone about it. You might think it won't help, but you will later realize that it was worth it. Y/n had to move to another school because her parents divorced. She had a hard time at previous school. She dealt with bullying, abuse, suicidal thoughts and depression. Her, her brother and mother moved to a new apartment while her father stayed where he was. That made Y/n even more depressed. She loved her father. He always cared for her unlike her mother, who abused her on a daily basis. But she received many scars and bruises from her brother as well. When she went to school she received more. Now that she moved to another school, will she be able to have a safe place? Will she ever escape her mother and brother's place? Will she stop with self harm? Also, English isn't my main language so I'm apologizing in advance for any typos or misspellings. I don't own BTS(I wish) or any character in this FF. Started: 30th August, 2018 Ended: 16th November, 2019

To My Own by btsupdatesbe7

Hey! It's me @btsupdatesbe7 from pinterest, it's my first time writing something, it'll be short, I hope you'll like it! This story is about joon x reader, you have been in love with him for years, one night changed both of your's lives, will you finally be able to confess your love to him?

Maybe I'm not Worthless (A Jimin and BTS fic) by yoonmin_forevs

Jimin has always been the nerd of the school. He used to have friends. He had Namjoon, Suga,Jungkook,Jin,JHope,and V. One day they became just like the rest. What did Jimin do to them? His friends were all he had and now they despise him more than anybody. Maybe they just realized how worthless he really was. After that was when Jimin became depressed. The bullying didn't get to him before because he had the rest of BTS. Now he had nothing and it hurt. He had no one . No matter how much he cried or how many times he tried to tell someone , anyone no one listened. No one cared.Why did they leave him? What happens when BTS sees their old friend try to jump off a bridge? When they see Jimin try to end it? Will they lose Jimin? Or will they try to pick up the pieces of Jimin they shattered? #10 in fan fiction 8/24/16 Warnings: mentions of self harm, starvation,depression, suicide ATTEMPT. Do not read if you have been through this and are worried it will cause traumatic memories I would hate to cause anyone pain Thank you @Yoonmin_swaeg for the wonderful cover ❤️

Butterfly by pandajuliet

Hospital has been always the place I visited most. Attempting to commit suicide, I did every dangerous thing I can think of. I'm having a depression for so long. Yet, no one cares. But slowly, someone stepped into my life. And show me that I'm loved. Am I loved? [WARNING] If you are uncomfortable with scene that contains blood or such, I suggest you to stop reading. Except if you are willing to accept the risk yourself. May not be suitable for some people. So, if you decided to read this, take the risk yourself. Thank you. All Rights Reserved. Pls do no plagiarise the same story line. Story plagiarism is not tolerate. [Was choosen based on the votes of fellow readers as the next publish story.]

[1]Yoonmin AU- "I Like You" by GA0JR0Great0Bat

WARNING: This contains strong contents. Audience with a weak heart is to be warned before this AU causes the death of you. Remember that this is not real, this is all Fan Fiction. In some chapters, I will post polls to let the readers choose what they want in the next chapter, make wise choices, this changes the story depending on your vote. Contains: Angst, Self-harm, Mental Health Problems, Strong Language, Adult Scenes, Physical Abuse, Sick thoughts, Bloody scenes. You have been warned, thank you. What would you do if, being in a Mental Hospital and the Psychologist they assigned to you made you feel different and strong emotions? Park Jimin Age is 21, has a younger sibling, his mother died when he was only 8 and his father treated him like trash and ended up killing him, leaving his little sibling in the care of his uncle and aunt. Was physically and emotionally abused ever since his mother died, used to cut, but eventually started to get violent and attack his bullies gaining the nickname of Psychopath. "Who are you?" "I'm your new assigned doctor here." "You look unreal to be human." "If you were trying to offend me because of my pale skin, I'm sorry but I'm good just the way I am." "I hate you." "I don't like you either."

broken maknae,, j.jk x bts by LOVELYR3NJUN

Jungkook keeps everything from his Hyungs. He never told them he was abused, he never said he had has little voices in his head that control his life, or that his best friend for so long was a razor. Jungkook lost a lot of things in his life, but he doesn't want to lose his 6 Hyungs. The member or BTS minus the Golden Maknae had noticed that Jungkook has been clingy since the start and they can't take it anymore. They stop letting it slide when Jungkook acts like a little kid. They start to pay more attention to everyone besides Jungkook. And Everything Jungkook was trying to stop happens. Will Bangtan notice the shift from a real smile to a fake one? ✔Complete✔ Book one[this book]: Broken Maknae Book two: Broken Promises

Fall (Bangtan Sonyeondan BTS Alternate Universe) by TraumerLiebeDich

DO NOT STEAL THE STORYLINE, PLOT, CHARACTERS, OR IDEAS. THANK YOU **** Warning! Not a disney-esque story. This story will be sad. Violence, Sexual Activities, Drugs, Depression, Suicide, and Murder are referenced, so caution to sensitive/younger audiences. **** "Illegal suits me well." "Risky behaviours, that's the beauty of youth." "Danger, a drug. When's the last time you felt this alive?" ~ When Levi and Xan visit South Korea, they're determined to experience authentic life there. They had a plan to follow. But crossing paths with a notorious gang called Bangtan wasn't part of the plan. With new friends and a new name comes a new life. But living up to your own standards can take a toll, and secrets eat up your insides, decaying your soul. Sin and Angel. The perfect fit to the group. Angel, quiet and collected. She can tell who will fight back and who will give in easily just by a look. Sin, aggressive and intimidating. She can make anyone give in, and she'll enjoy every moment of it. But can they live up to their titles? Things that may seem perfect tend to have catastrophic secrets hidden behind them. If something seems too good to be true, then it probably is.

Tragedy Jikook by Snow-ko

Jimin lived his life to please the people he loved. He struggled through his tears to achieve what his father wanted him to be, burying his dreams deep within his heart. But one day, everything turned upside-down. He was accused of doing something inhuman. His family accused him without even seeking the truth. No matter how much he begged that he hadn't done anything, no matter how many tears he shed. they didn't believe him. Will Jungkook choose to believe him? Or will he become another reason for his soul to fade even further? English is not my first language and I am not fluent. this is the first time I am writing a long fanfiction. Please support me.

Is It Too Late To Say Sorry? 21+ J.Jk by DayyDay14

Party Planner?...Check...single?...Check... Ex boyfriend?...Check... son?... check. Everything on my own? Check check check a 1000 times. Where are you now that I need you? Couldn't find you anywhere When you broke down, I didn't leave ya, I was by your side So where are you now that I need ya? You were nowhere to be found... leaving me behind just so you can follow your dreams. or maybe you had another girl on the side. Finding out I was pregnant but when I was going to tell you, you ignored me and left me behind. Didn't bother even calling me. I wanted to tell you the good news. But you had other plans in store. But who would've thought after a 5 years later, we would run into each other. at the same place and time? was this fate? but why would you care anyways. You hurt me more than anything. It's not like you still love me Or maybe you still do...but it's the lies and promises you break that draws me away. I thought I could do things on my own. But I guess not. I think... I still want you...but is it really too late as I say it is? I still love you...need you....and to be with not just me... But our son as well. Why did you have to walk back into my life? It just makes everything so confusing and hard. Just trying to forget you. Which I can't. Maybe this time it's going to be different and could be the start of something new. A chance to start over and repair what is broken. But it's only up to you..and only a little bit of time. Before I give up. Which I haven't done yet. I still have faith. Let's just see where this takes us. Maybe this time we will last forever. And it won't be the end. Mature Content smut language Fluff

The cure (BTS +Got7) by jin_pink

After the death of her family she flees her past and finds herself on the streets of Seoul. The streets are a dangerous place filled with drugs and violence. Her once simple life is turned around when she is promised happiness in the form of a deadly drug known as the itch. Once on the drug you cannot escape, you can enter but you can never leave. She finds herself in the middle ground between got7 and BTS, fighting for the cure for her personal use. While Jackson and the rest of got7 depend on the itch to control and fund their crew, but when internal feuds disrupt the delicate peace Jackson must turn to destructive measures to regain control, while Namjoon and his crew fight to solve the itch, cure the pain it brings, and save their members. "The itch. Every day, every hour, Every second it was there. It wasn't something I could just scratch once and it would fade, no it was always present. The only treatment was another dose, and that only lasted for a few hours. So again it itched, impossible to ignore, resist. I was told about the itch, told that it drove even the strongest mind insane. I believed I could handle it, resist it. I was wrong." "Everything I saw, I saw with a tint of grey. No lustre, no glory only grey. That's when I met him, his blond hair soft, his skin seemed to glow like an Angels would. He was flawless, chiseled features one could only imagine, And he had a cure, an option. I work for him and his crew, and I would see the world as it once was. I took it without a second thought, I needed to see the world as it should be. I hated the grey." *currently editing*

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Always By Your Side~BTS X Depressed! Reader cover

To My Own cover

Maybe I'm not Worthless (A Jimin and BTS fic) cover

Butterfly cover

[1]Yoonmin AU- "I Like You" cover

broken maknae,, j.jk x bts cover

Fall (Bangtan Sonyeondan BTS Alternate Universe) cover

Tragedy Jikook cover

Is It Too Late To Say Sorry? 21+ J.Jk cover

The cure (BTS +Got7) cover

Always By Your Side~BTS X Depressed! Reader

!!WARNING!! The story mentions swearing, self harm, bullying, anxiety, insecurities, abuse, suicidal thoughts and depression. if you have or do struggle with any of that you can always talk to me. that's also part of the reason I am starting this FF. I struggled with all of it and still do with some. I get so sad and my mind can't take it anymore so I decided to publish something to make me feel better. I hope you enjoy and again, if you do or have struggled with any of this, try to talk to someone about it. You might think it won't help, but you will later realize that it was worth it. Y/n had to move to another school because her parents divorced. She had a hard time at previous school. She dealt with bullying, abuse, suicidal thoughts and depression. Her, her brother and mother moved to a new apartment while her father stayed where he was. That made Y/n even more depressed. She loved her father. He always cared for her unlike her mother, who abused her on a daily basis. But she received many scars and bruises from her brother as well. When she went to school she received more. Now that she moved to another school, will she be able to have a safe place? Will she ever escape her mother and brother's place? Will she stop with self harm? Also, English isn't my main language so I'm apologizing in advance for any typos or misspellings. I don't own BTS(I wish) or any character in this FF. Started: 30th August, 2018 Ended: 16th November, 2019