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Uncertainty

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"I want to be different.."
A story inspired by Rap Mon's album "Mono". I had thought about it for a while and decided to share my feelings about it through my writings. Although this is a BTS story, I hope that other readers out there can find a connection to this. A small warning, there are some small suggestions of mental disorientation and depressive feelings. If you are sensitive to this type of topic, please click off.  

Also, hear me out if you will. Some of my personal experiences with mental disorders are in here. Things like being bipolar or schizophrenic are mentioned. They will be the most harsh to read through. But there will be happy moments as well. I hope you like this story.

One more thing. For anyone who is wondering if I'm depressed, I am not. I am fine. I promise. And I am not, repeat, AM NOT implying that any members of BTS have mental disorders. This is a fictional story based on personal experiences and stories from friends.All Rights Reserved

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Is this Love? (Jin,Jungkook ff Ft. BTS) by heyystobit__

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Butterfly by pandajuliet

Hospital has been always the place I visited most. Attempting to commit suicide, I did every dangerous thing I can think of. I'm having a depression for so long. Yet, no one cares. But slowly, someone stepped into my life. And show me that I'm loved. Am I loved? [WARNING] If you are uncomfortable with scene that contains blood or such, I suggest you to stop reading. Except if you are willing to accept the risk yourself. May not be suitable for some people. So, if you decided to read this, take the risk yourself. Thank you. All Rights Reserved. Pls do no plagiarise the same story line. Story plagiarism is not tolerate. [Was choosen based on the votes of fellow readers as the next publish story.]

I Feel Empty(Kim Namjoon) by 1headlight

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Sterling by variestae

It was inevitable. It always has been. From the rumors at his school to his taunting parents behind closed doors, it was always rough. Fake smiles and forced laughs were all he needed to get through the day- to show he was fine, but behind it all was a teenage boy, struggling to find his own happiness with all the demons taking over his mind. He's grown used to it all. The demons, the bullies, the fake happiness- it was all molded and fit in his life almost... perfectly. Without it, he wouldn't be known as Kim Taehyung; the boy everyone hates, but no one notices. Well, he can't really say that anymore when the school's intimidating and popular jock becomes his bulletproof vest. - Started: 1/6/20 Finished: 4/24/20

Always By Your Side~BTS X Depressed! Reader by TataBabie

!!WARNING!! The story mentions swearing, self harm, bullying, anxiety, insecurities, abuse, suicidal thoughts and depression. if you have or do struggle with any of that you can always talk to me. that's also part of the reason I am starting this FF. I struggled with all of it and still do with some. I get so sad and my mind can't take it anymore so I decided to publish something to make me feel better. I hope you enjoy and again, if you do or have struggled with any of this, try to talk to someone about it. You might think it won't help, but you will later realize that it was worth it. Y/n had to move to another school because her parents divorced. She had a hard time at previous school. She dealt with bullying, abuse, suicidal thoughts and depression. Her, her brother and mother moved to a new apartment while her father stayed where he was. That made Y/n even more depressed. She loved her father. He always cared for her unlike her mother, who abused her on a daily basis. But she received many scars and bruises from her brother as well. When she went to school she received more. Now that she moved to another school, will she be able to have a safe place? Will she ever escape her mother and brother's place? Will she stop with self harm? Also, English isn't my main language so I'm apologizing in advance for any typos or misspellings. I don't own BTS(I wish) or any character in this FF. Started: 30th August, 2018 Ended: 16th November, 2019

Talk To Me by LAJoyner

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Is It Too Late To Say Sorry? 21+ J.Jk by DayyDay14

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Is this Love? (Jin,Jungkook ff Ft. BTS)

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