I never wanted this life, I just want to have the best times with people who truly care about me and just live a simple life of fun without deadly robots and the pressure to live up to someone I will never be. If only it were that simple, journal, if only I could live this daydream life. Sonic hates his hero expectations. They make him fake, unlike Shadow, who is real as ever. Sonadow. Deals with the downfalls of being a hero, betrayals of family, the mental healing with the help of a former rival turned friend.