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Ongoing36m
Last published Sat, Oct 19, 2019
why is my heart convinced that you have grown a sudden admiration towards me, when we have only shared eye contact?
this is a collection. an introspection
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Blind Instincts
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THIS IS A SEQUEL TO BAMBI🤎 READ BEFORE READING THIS BOOK! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "We made for each other Z.... No matter what we do... shit... we stuck but if the wrong people find out we broke that contract..." "What?" I look at him and he's already looking at me. "One of us gonna get hurt... and the last thing imma do is let you get hurt" we look at each other and I feel emotions run through me like a tsunami. "Why?" "Because we born into this fucking mess. We ain't do nothing for it to happen... we were born into this shit" he takes a hit and I grab his jaw before he blows it into my mouth. I inhale it before blowing it out into the cold air. "You love me?" I ask nervously. "Always" "And forever" I lean my head on his shoulder. PAST RATING🤎: #1 gun fight🤎 #1 gang violence 🤎 #13 sequel 🤎 #1 Gunviolence🤎 #5 Gunviolence🤎 #Gunviolence🤎 #7 jokes🤎 #8 jokes🤎 #16 jokes🤎 #32 Jokes🤎 #10 jokes 🤎 #22 happiness 🤎 #27 healing🤎
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