Help Me Lord... I Think I Like Her
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Last published Fri, Dec 28, 2018
I have a little secret...I like girls. Well, I feel like I've always been attracted to them in a more than friendly way. Why this sin God? Why me?
This is a story of many trials, temptations, and blessings Jai'Ruh (Jigh-Ruh) faces that ends up being her biggest testimony... leading her out of the bondage of homosexuality and rather closer to God's eternal love, forgiveness, and purpose for her life.
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A few things such as names and super duper exact detail of places are adjusted...other than that, this is apart of my true, real testimony y'all!
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