A playboy's toy

I was staring at him. I know he's just using me. We only meet each other when nobody is there. Only at night but why does he say he loves me? Is he lying or is he telling the truth? If he is telling the truth why are these girls all over him and why does he let them? I know what I'm doing is wrong but I can't help it. I know he warned me. I know he told me that this was going to happen. That I'm not bound to anything. I don't owe him anything and he doesn't owe me anything.He told me there will be many consequences. Does he even look me in the eyes when we're together. I'm doing something wrong. How do I change into a dreamgirl? How do I play the player?